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This morning, after swimming in the bay, I stood in my backyard getting ready to take a shower. I was talking to a friend on the phone and I turned around and there in my garden by the rock wall was a statue of Ganesh. I have lived here for over a year and a half and I never see him sitting there. I had no idea how he came into my backyard.

According to Wikipedia: Although he is known by many attributes, Ganesha's elephant head makes him easy to identify.[6] Ganesha is widely revered as the remover of obstacles,[7] the patron of arts and sciences and the deva of intellect and wisdom.[8] As the god of beginnings, he is honoured at the start of rituals and ceremonies. Ganesha is also invoked as patron of letters and learning during writing sessions.[9][10] Several texts relate mythological anecdotes associated with his birth and exploits and explain his distinct iconography.

As many of you know, I have begun writing again. The information that I have been getting for the book is channeled information from another part of myself. I find it interesting that he is a patron of letters and learning during writing sessions. I did not know that about him until I read the above paragraph from Wikipedia.

There is a lot going on right now that I'm being guided to do. The book, was to be a fun science fiction fantasy based on past life experiences that I have seen in the past. I had the thought that it would be fun to have a friend help me by doing hypnotherapy to fill in the details about these lives. Well, it turns out that I had no idea what I was being guided to write. This other part of me is showing me the origins of the Earth and how it became settled. Also she has shown why we came, and the vastness of the energies of the universe all the way down into the energies of the cells in our body. I have really been blown away.

Every time I turn around and look at the clock it is 11:11, 4:44, and any other reminders that we are not alone.

Last night I almost cause a fire in my home. I know that Ganesh came here to let me know that I am protected. I have no idea who might have put him in my yard, but I do know that I was supposed to see him this morning.

How often do we forget that internal guidance that we get? When we become afraid that we won’t have enough, that someone’s watching out for us, I am always reminded by those little nudges that everything seems to work out no matter how hard things at the time.

It is my belief that we are connected through beautiful matrix of light. In fact this morning I was out swimming and the dolphins swam way to the other side of the bay. I was asking for guidance which way they had gone. I was using a technique that they had shown me to send sonar out to find their energies and bring them to me. All of a sudden there were three of them that swam right in front of me. One looked up and just headed out very quickly as if I had called them and they weren’t happy about being put on the spot. I saw them for only about two seconds. It was a very strange feeling because most of the time they come up and swim all around me. They told me that sometimes we can misuse the ability to bring things to us and that we can always create, but that is not always the best thing for everyone. And that comes back to one of the ‘four agreements’ that we need to be impeccable with our word.

What are words? We use them to tell a story. They carry an energy. Our thoughts are silent words that carry energies. Be impeccable with our thoughts and our words.

Ganesh came to me today. I am now understanding why. The universe has gifts for us if we only turn around and see. Be open to the gifts of the universe. And always be in gratitude.

My book is started, and I tried to keep you informed about its progress. This story is unraveling. I will try to be impeccable with my words.

Don’t be surprised when perhaps a wood elf or other deva comes to you to let you know that you are being guided. And don’t forget to say ‘thank you’!


Time For Change

It has been over a year since I last wrote anything. I can't believe it's been so long. About that same time I felt I was guided to write a book. I think I got a whole sentence written and then I quit. I actually started working at a job that I really enjoyed. I found that I didn't have the energy or the perseverance to write while I was working.

In the spring, things came to a head. I became so tired with work and the stresses of work that the only thing that I could do was keep plodding along. My vacation rental and my private work came to a standstill. I realized I just didn't have the energy to do anything but work. I wasn't happy, and this summer really pushed my buttons. I became depressed, lost, and not knowing what direction I was supposed to be. The universe had another agenda.

A friend of mine and I got together and I told her how unhappy I was. She asked whether I really enjoyed my work anymore or whether I was supposed to be doing something else. I felt rather bad because our conversation had so much negativity and it, but I just had to voice my feelings to someone who could help me understand. I saw the light and at the tunnel, and I realized I needed to quit my job.

The moment I realized that I had not had any vacation rentals for a couple of months, and that the universe and my energy had blocked the ability to manifest someone staying here, I put the energy out there I had two calls for rentals. I also started having clients again. I always find it interesting how the universe honors our subconscious wishes. We may not even understand that we don't want something, but our energy puts a certain vibration out and helps us to create what is needed.

I sat and listened to my thoughts and my inner guidance and realized I had put off writing a book for way too long. I had not even written in my blog. I had to ask myself whether I had ignored inner guidance by taking this job, but I felt that I did not. There was a part of me that wanted a steady income, and the universe listened. I was able to experience the ability to make steady money, but when it lost its joy I had to rethink.

If I've learned anything about life, it's that enjoying life no matter what is given to us is our prime directive. We have choices every day and how we respond to things we are given, people we meet, or how we learn to live our life.

So, then you ask how did I become depressed? When I talked to others, I found that there were many people that were going through changes within their life. This summer has been a time of transition for many of my friends and acquaintances. Whether you believe in astrology, or the ascension theory, or just what your beliefs are, it is my feeling that we had been going through a time of change here on this Earth. We need to be more in alignment with our true purpose and things that get in our way are being taken away, and ripped out of our awareness. Old paradigms just don't work anymore. And, we can dig our feet in, or choose to go along for the ride.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I no longer am working at a regular job., Now I can start a new passion. I need to let go of an old habit of mine…procrastination. This is actually something that I've been working on for the last year. I think it will serve me well.

So, getting on with my life, writing with a passion, and living in joy. This is the first step. I feel the universe is supporting me. I will step into the world of me the writer, the healer, and the hostess was a beautiful vacation rental by the sea.


FEAR is a 4 Letter Word

In a time of change in the world, our greatest fears seem to surface. With joblessness up, foreclosures, and many governments in turmoil, our very infrastructure of beliefs is getting turned upside down. It is important to find a new way of traversing our day-to-day life, to come into harmony with our own little world.

As we come into the end time of the Mayan calendar, there are many speculations that surface. Many of them are doomsday prophecies, stories of ascension into the great unknown and others that just believe that we will just stay the same and nothing will happen.

No matter what, the world is changing. We have had 2011 as the year of revolt with people from all over the world leading protests (Occupy Wall Street, European protests, Libya, and all over the middle east, just to name a few). The people who run the banks are back peddling and there is more disclosure happening on mainstream news.

The United States has been in an unwanted war and is in financial distress with joblessness and foreclosures. Many of the baby boomers do not have much retirement and the possibility that they will lose what they saved or Social Security payments will not be available is a real potential.

So much for what is happening in the world. If we stay in fear we only see what is a doomsday prophecy. If we stay in our hearts, we will be able to create a beautiful world around us.

What if the truth about the end of the Mayan Calendar is about a change within us? What if we will be able to manifest things in our world more quickly with only a passing thought?

Think about being in fear. When we are thinking about the ‘what if’ in a negative thought or feeling, we are projecting our beliefs into the future. The ‘what if’ is an imaginary dream state or thought form. The fear of stepping forward is holding us back from creating something that feels good. It is like when we were little kids and in the dark of our room, we become fearful of the unknown. When that happened, we were often too afraid to get up and turn on the light to see what was really making the noise or shadows. If you got up and turned on the light, you laughed at your imagined predator which was a tree limb, a house cat outside, the lights going by from the cars on the street. Our perceptions were much worse than reality.

One of the ways we know we are in fear is it doesn’t feel good. I am reading a wonderful book to my granddaughter right now. The name of the book is “Sara, Book 1” by Jerry and Esther Hicks. It is meant as a primer for feeling good. I will state that it has changed my life.

This book is written from a child’s world of fear and loneliness and the changes that she goes through that change her life.. She begins practicing feeling good rather than feeling from a place of pain. As Sara begins practicing the Law of Attraction she sees how her beliefs create the wonderful things around her. When she feels bad, she stays in the “chain of pain”. As she practices her new skills, she finds out how much easier it is and how much staying in her heart is something she likes. She sees how the world begins to change around her.

What if when something feels bad, we find something to feel good about? Wouldn’t you rather feel good than feel bad? I know I would rather feel good. If you think good things about people, you give them space to change. If you think bad things about others or a situation, there is no way out. If you become angry about a situation or another persons beliefs or actions, the only thing you can really do is change the belief or fear inside.

April 30, I am offering a seminar on FEAR is a 4 Letter Word. This class is a result of guidance and the work that I have been doing for the last 17 years. As the energies change is this amazing year, it is important that we learn to manifest from our hearts and not from our fears.

In January I moved out of my beautiful home of 2 ½ years. Listening to that little voice inside, I called an old friend, found a home that was even more beautiful and set up for my work even better. I was able to reconnect with my belongings I had left in Texas in 2005 that had been in storage. (That is another long story of divine guidance.) I have had more abundance since moving into my new space, I get to see the dolphins and whales from the grassy yard at the front of my new home, and I am beginning to teach again.


So if you are ready to practice letting go of your fears, want a fabulous vacation, come to Hawaii April 30th through May 6th 2012 and begin your journey. It happens one step at a time. If you have too many excuses to not come then Hawaii is definitely the place to be. It is your first step to transforming your life.